ASAP DAYS

hi this is my first blog and my first post. Well I started it with the compulsion of my ASAP(Additional Skill Acquisition Programme) guide Satheesh  kumar, who asked all of us to make a blog and write anything that comes to our minds. and i thought for sometime, what to write and the only thing that came was about my changing belief in god. there may be a plethora of blogs of believers and non believers and i would try to be different. first of all i would like to say something about myself and how i grew up. i was born to a Hindu parents in Abu Dhabi, uae. But my first memory that i could remember was of my grandparents. they were like any other grandparents, very loving and very caring showering love and anything that you need. well even though they didn't say it i think now, that their aim was to load us grandchildren with tons of sweetness and giving back to their parents as a revenge. now talking about my grandfather he was an hardened atheist and communist. but the main point here is he never interfered in others believes. therefore my granny,uncle and mom were hardcore believers. i dont kow why but i too became an atheist.

now making the long story short just before turning 23 years as an atheist i got a wonderful opportunity to attend a very interesting camp conducted by the
govt of Kerala called ASAP in marian college in a very very beautiful place called kuttikanm, en route to kumily,idukki. in this camp some 30 students from all over kerala came to attend in order to become an asap trainer in after completing 30 days camp(and ofcouse some exams and interviews later). so talking about the marian college, to be honest i felt it like a school than a college, is a strict and well organized one, not like mine. i thought i may choke to death within the 21 day camp. but to my surprise it turned out to be exact opposite. what i liked the most was the students who attended the camp who were anything but boring. this is the best time of my life that i think i am having. these amazing guys are any fun loving guys dream. beautiful place, amazing guys and some wonderful teachers make this camp literally heavenly.
i am not saying that i am having a change of heart but i am forced to think about a group of people called agnostics. the trainese have aopen minded discussion on any topics imaginable. and one such discussion made me rethink that this group of people called agnostics are weak and whinny bastards. may be i need more experiences with this group or that i need to be more open minded may have an impact in the future.
so that's all form me for the time being
hoping soon to be back here and giving something more in my mind
lets see
bye